Last weekend was really fun. Jackson and I went to the South Coast iver the Easter break and it was just beautiful. We didn't even fight and had a lot of lovin' which is always good hehe. The place was heaven, a cute country home right on the beach. I couldn't have been happier.
But then Dave messaged me...and I couldn't help but think of him. It's so annoying. He's like the snake offering Eve the apple in the Garden of Eden. He has been messaging me ever since, and I have admittedly been replying. Last night we had this big text session and must have sent eachother like 15 messages in a row. I feel really bad, cos I'm not some horrible person just looking for a reason to leave Jackson. I actually really love him (Jackson that is). I couldn't imagine myself breaking up with him for anyone. But at the same time I've found myself just thinking about Dave and what it would be like to kiss him. He gives me the impression he's keen on me too, and maybe just maybe he wants to kiss me too.
I feel like I can talk to Dave about everything and I'm afraid that I'm slowly falling for him. Last night we spoke about Jackson and my problem. Although I think Jackson is a great guy and I really care for him... I'm not as sexually attracted to him as I used to be. I mean I still find him hot and we can still make love, I'm just scared I am starting to see him more as a friend. I totally like Dave though. He always puts x's on the end of his messages, calls me babe, and even offered to teach me surfing. Oh I have to stop thinking of him before I ruin everything argghhh!
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